This isn’t my any means easy for me.
To let you know that just thought of you disgust me.
Yet i can’t keep myself away from you.
I wonder if its Love that keeps me here.
Love makes you crazy, do things you shouldn’t
Loving you made me change who i am.
Loving you force me to remove myself from close friends.
I’ve forgotten how to be myself.
Thinking of you and no one else.
Avoiding Family because i know what they’ll say.
Telling myself things will get better, its only a phrase.
Lying to myself clearly didn’t pay off.
Glad that i finally realize who you really are.
I’m no longer in love with you.
But I’ll forever love who’ve you made me become.
A better woman, girlfriend, wife to my future one.
-asshole
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Dear You...
I usually dont do this but what the hell.
Dear You,
Wht happend?? How did we get here??
We were supposed to last, you was supposed to be my happy ending. But i messed up, you wanted wht i wasnt ready to give and by the time i was it was TOO late. So i pretend to move on. Pretend i dont care about you or wht you do. Pretend that i dont still love you. But thats false. Ill continue to love you even when i doubt the love i have for myself. At this moment i would gladly drop everything and everyone for you. Idk if ill feel the same a month from now. i just know i was the happiest with you. I hope that before i fall for someone else things get better between us at least to a point where we cn be civil and talk from time to time. i think thats what i miss most. i miss talking to you. i miss that instant connection we had. I wish you all the best and i hope you find happiness.
Bt since we cant be, ive saught love in other places.
Dear You,
Although we've only been talking for a short while i must admit i'm loving every moment. I can only imagine how great things would be if the distance between us wasnt a factor, bt til then i'll continue to give you the same like/love that i have been and whnever we do decide to mke things official i promise that no one will come between that. no distance, no one, nothing. You indeed brighten up my day and we don't speak i think about you in abundance. We've both been through alot with our previous partners and i know that we only want to be happy and i do declare to be that person for you whn we're both ready. Its funny to think that we began cause of a simple look a like of a mutual friend, but i'm glad that you made that step to get to know me and I hope things continue to go how they are.
Bt since we cant see each other, ive saught attention elsewhere.
Dear You,
I honestly dont know how we got to this point. its really all a blurr to me. I must admit that when meeting you i had no intentions on having any kind of relationship with you outside of friendship if that even. I also must admit that my attraction grew for you once i saw your personality and dance moves. Lol. In a short time we've literally have had a full blown relationship and we're not even together. Given the situation that you presented to me i thought that being flirtatious friends would be our status, but my physical attraction for you grew rapidly and i want more. It was obvious to most that we had an connection and even at times played the role of more than just friends. Alot has happened that i do wish i could take back as far as you and i are concerned. Just because now we dont even have a friendship. Smh.
Bt since we cant be friendship, ive saught connection somewhere else.
Dear FAV# (lol),
I dont even know how many of us there is anymore. the numbers have change like 16times in the last few weeks. bt for those who do remain. regardless of the bullshxt that has happend and i'm pretty sure will happen again i just want yall to know that i'll ride for all of yall & whn i cant ride i'll walk. I'm not one to turn my back on anyone even if you are in the wrong. i dont hold grudges and i just us to be able to move forward as individuals and hold each other down as a whole. <3 all of yall. even those no longer in the circle. & thats REAL TALK. SQ BIZ. FACTS no FICTION.
-asshole
Dear You,
Wht happend?? How did we get here??
We were supposed to last, you was supposed to be my happy ending. But i messed up, you wanted wht i wasnt ready to give and by the time i was it was TOO late. So i pretend to move on. Pretend i dont care about you or wht you do. Pretend that i dont still love you. But thats false. Ill continue to love you even when i doubt the love i have for myself. At this moment i would gladly drop everything and everyone for you. Idk if ill feel the same a month from now. i just know i was the happiest with you. I hope that before i fall for someone else things get better between us at least to a point where we cn be civil and talk from time to time. i think thats what i miss most. i miss talking to you. i miss that instant connection we had. I wish you all the best and i hope you find happiness.
Bt since we cant be, ive saught love in other places.
Dear You,
Although we've only been talking for a short while i must admit i'm loving every moment. I can only imagine how great things would be if the distance between us wasnt a factor, bt til then i'll continue to give you the same like/love that i have been and whnever we do decide to mke things official i promise that no one will come between that. no distance, no one, nothing. You indeed brighten up my day and we don't speak i think about you in abundance. We've both been through alot with our previous partners and i know that we only want to be happy and i do declare to be that person for you whn we're both ready. Its funny to think that we began cause of a simple look a like of a mutual friend, but i'm glad that you made that step to get to know me and I hope things continue to go how they are.
Bt since we cant see each other, ive saught attention elsewhere.
Dear You,
I honestly dont know how we got to this point. its really all a blurr to me. I must admit that when meeting you i had no intentions on having any kind of relationship with you outside of friendship if that even. I also must admit that my attraction grew for you once i saw your personality and dance moves. Lol. In a short time we've literally have had a full blown relationship and we're not even together. Given the situation that you presented to me i thought that being flirtatious friends would be our status, but my physical attraction for you grew rapidly and i want more. It was obvious to most that we had an connection and even at times played the role of more than just friends. Alot has happened that i do wish i could take back as far as you and i are concerned. Just because now we dont even have a friendship. Smh.
Bt since we cant be friendship, ive saught connection somewhere else.
Dear FAV# (lol),
I dont even know how many of us there is anymore. the numbers have change like 16times in the last few weeks. bt for those who do remain. regardless of the bullshxt that has happend and i'm pretty sure will happen again i just want yall to know that i'll ride for all of yall & whn i cant ride i'll walk. I'm not one to turn my back on anyone even if you are in the wrong. i dont hold grudges and i just us to be able to move forward as individuals and hold each other down as a whole. <3 all of yall. even those no longer in the circle. & thats REAL TALK. SQ BIZ. FACTS no FICTION.
-asshole
Who Gon` Check Me Boo
First and foremost let me introduce myself to those who don't know me. I'm SHA da|f`n ASSHOLE: 21, texas bxtch til I die, ain't shit to the fullest. Trust me, I bar none friends or foe. Everyone can get the verbal & with that being said let me address the bullshit most are to timid to say.
Real Recongize Real Right?! Clearly thts FALSE. Real mfr`s are going existant. Evryone is claiming to be real, but are blind to the real mfr`s thts in their corner evry effn day & continue to entertain fake hoes who jst tell thm whtevr thy wnt to hear. Why eff wth hoes who have to lie abt ish n order to gt attention. Why eff wth bxtchz who ya best friend in yur face & as soon as thy gt a chance run thy mouth like bath water. Why pretend to be somthng yur not so other will accept yu & nt judge. Stupid cunt, most see past yur bullsht jst to effn timid to speak on it. Are yu sluts gttng paid for these services? Like really. Then y'all want to look at me like I'm strange cause I knw wht I want & address it wth no shame. I must be frm outerspace.. ill nvr be on tht ish.
I'm tired of hvng to babysit, gve the verbal & play dr phil for FREE chicks cause thy n they feelins evrytime some new ish pops off. Especially yu self proclaimed "studs, ag's, doms, etc". I'm realizng tht most of yu studs want to be so hard, bt y'all some goose dwn pillows. Step yur pussy up. Upgrade ya effn self. Stop dealing wth dumb bxtchz who yu & evryone else cn clearly see isn't abt ish. If yu spend more time comng up wth excuses abt the bullshxt thy do thn move the hell on..& if yu choose to stay thn shut da hell up & deal because yu obviously stuck on stupid & parkd on dumb that exactly where yu need to be.
Most say they want a real chick, someone to hold thm dwn, but how cn yu want real whn yu fake & deal wth fakes. I don't give a eff abt the materialistic ish tht most of yu dirty simple minded slores think mkes yu real cause thts the fakest ish evr. Let me give yu a few tips on wht REAL is.
Real; friends or foe keep it 1000+ no matter the outcome.
Real; knwng who yu are & stayng true to yurslf.
Real; stop effn lyng abt ish like yur pussy, strap, lifestyle, etc.
Real; if yu nt official thn dnt trip on ish.
Real; whn pplz are being honest wth yu, take that take that [diddy.voice) & use it wisely.
Real; although lil wayne-single is my ish.. if yu gotta chick actd like it 25..8.
Lmao. Let me stop I knw someone is prolly in thy feelns rii now abt my blog. Set an appointmnt or enroll in my class. Monday & Wednesday 6-8pm. Pussy ninjaz enroll asapish.
Ill forever continue to be me & givng yu hoes the verbal, while yu sit & deny to yurslf on a regular basis tht the ish I'm sayng doesn't apply to yu.
Pssst..
WHO GON` CHECK ME BOO?!
-asshole
Real Recongize Real Right?! Clearly thts FALSE. Real mfr`s are going existant. Evryone is claiming to be real, but are blind to the real mfr`s thts in their corner evry effn day & continue to entertain fake hoes who jst tell thm whtevr thy wnt to hear. Why eff wth hoes who have to lie abt ish n order to gt attention. Why eff wth bxtchz who ya best friend in yur face & as soon as thy gt a chance run thy mouth like bath water. Why pretend to be somthng yur not so other will accept yu & nt judge. Stupid cunt, most see past yur bullsht jst to effn timid to speak on it. Are yu sluts gttng paid for these services? Like really. Then y'all want to look at me like I'm strange cause I knw wht I want & address it wth no shame. I must be frm outerspace.. ill nvr be on tht ish.
I'm tired of hvng to babysit, gve the verbal & play dr phil for FREE chicks cause thy n they feelins evrytime some new ish pops off. Especially yu self proclaimed "studs, ag's, doms, etc". I'm realizng tht most of yu studs want to be so hard, bt y'all some goose dwn pillows. Step yur pussy up. Upgrade ya effn self. Stop dealing wth dumb bxtchz who yu & evryone else cn clearly see isn't abt ish. If yu spend more time comng up wth excuses abt the bullshxt thy do thn move the hell on..& if yu choose to stay thn shut da hell up & deal because yu obviously stuck on stupid & parkd on dumb that exactly where yu need to be.
Most say they want a real chick, someone to hold thm dwn, but how cn yu want real whn yu fake & deal wth fakes. I don't give a eff abt the materialistic ish tht most of yu dirty simple minded slores think mkes yu real cause thts the fakest ish evr. Let me give yu a few tips on wht REAL is.
Real; friends or foe keep it 1000+ no matter the outcome.
Real; knwng who yu are & stayng true to yurslf.
Real; stop effn lyng abt ish like yur pussy, strap, lifestyle, etc.
Real; if yu nt official thn dnt trip on ish.
Real; whn pplz are being honest wth yu, take that take that [diddy.voice) & use it wisely.
Real; although lil wayne-single is my ish.. if yu gotta chick actd like it 25..8.
Lmao. Let me stop I knw someone is prolly in thy feelns rii now abt my blog. Set an appointmnt or enroll in my class. Monday & Wednesday 6-8pm. Pussy ninjaz enroll asapish.
Ill forever continue to be me & givng yu hoes the verbal, while yu sit & deny to yurslf on a regular basis tht the ish I'm sayng doesn't apply to yu.
Pssst..
WHO GON` CHECK ME BOO?!
-asshole
Is It Over..
i honestly love yu. this is the first time it was hard for me to say that.
especially knowing that all the other times. "BREAKING UP"
leading to this was BULLSHXT. knowing that this time is the last TIME.
im not sure how i feel. in the beginning i was angry then i just went numb.
its hard not to argue or fight with someone when you really care.
now im -dead- i have no feelings. wait.. im lying.
im feeling the most ive ever felt in my life. what do you do when it actually dawns on you.
that you truely love someone. thinkng about everythng you did wrng
she did wrng, the good times, the memories. remmbring things she said that now feel like lies.
"i cant live without you" "i dont want to be with no one but you"
etc etc.. i thnk im starting to feel that way. this is the worst time of all.
after all the yelling and screaming. the time you have to yourslf to reflect.
things ive shouldve done differently. things i shouldnt have said.
things i shouldnt have let go unseen. guess my pride took control of me.
why out of all the times in my life where my non-chanlant attitude has took the lead.
cant be put into effect now. why do i care so fxckn much.
and why am i just letting it go dwn that easily. i fight wth myself.
thinking should you try harder. this isnt want you want.
call her, message her, ANYTHING. whats stopping me from making those moves.
maybe its cause i think for her its really over. we've both said, did, and still doing things that
that we know we dont mean.. but not sure if she feels the same.
playing the cds she made for me. just making things worse for me.
now that i like abt it.. i dont think its pride at all. i thnk im SCARED of rejection.
im realizing that once you really love someone it isnt about you anymore.
its all about them. you'll do whatever for them. even change you. become someone else.
im sure im going to regret this. but is there anything i can do now?
i dont know if this is even making sense.. i feel like im talking in circles.
prolly am..
-IS IT REALLY OVER?!
-asshole
especially knowing that all the other times. "BREAKING UP"
leading to this was BULLSHXT. knowing that this time is the last TIME.
im not sure how i feel. in the beginning i was angry then i just went numb.
its hard not to argue or fight with someone when you really care.
now im -dead- i have no feelings. wait.. im lying.
im feeling the most ive ever felt in my life. what do you do when it actually dawns on you.
that you truely love someone. thinkng about everythng you did wrng
she did wrng, the good times, the memories. remmbring things she said that now feel like lies.
"i cant live without you" "i dont want to be with no one but you"
etc etc.. i thnk im starting to feel that way. this is the worst time of all.
after all the yelling and screaming. the time you have to yourslf to reflect.
things ive shouldve done differently. things i shouldnt have said.
things i shouldnt have let go unseen. guess my pride took control of me.
why out of all the times in my life where my non-chanlant attitude has took the lead.
cant be put into effect now. why do i care so fxckn much.
and why am i just letting it go dwn that easily. i fight wth myself.
thinking should you try harder. this isnt want you want.
call her, message her, ANYTHING. whats stopping me from making those moves.
maybe its cause i think for her its really over. we've both said, did, and still doing things that
that we know we dont mean.. but not sure if she feels the same.
playing the cds she made for me. just making things worse for me.
now that i like abt it.. i dont think its pride at all. i thnk im SCARED of rejection.
im realizing that once you really love someone it isnt about you anymore.
its all about them. you'll do whatever for them. even change you. become someone else.
im sure im going to regret this. but is there anything i can do now?
i dont know if this is even making sense.. i feel like im talking in circles.
prolly am..
-IS IT REALLY OVER?!
-asshole
s u i c i d e . n o t e
i'm more than who i play on TV
there's certain things in a person you should NEVER see
but HERE'S A GLIMSY INSIDE THE [ R E A L ] ME
[ s u i c i d e . n o t e ]
-theres so many ways to go
cutting my wrist
ode`n on pills
- naw been there, done all that
walking into on coming traffic
- blame it on them, that's a good tactic
falling to my death
- but i don't think i'm strong enough to push myself
there's so many ways to go
oh well
HERE LIES MY
[ s u i c i d e . n o t e ]
i - L O V E - y o u
[ p o w ]
-asshole
there's certain things in a person you should NEVER see
but HERE'S A GLIMSY INSIDE THE [ R E A L ] ME
[ s u i c i d e . n o t e ]
-theres so many ways to go
cutting my wrist
ode`n on pills
- naw been there, done all that
walking into on coming traffic
- blame it on them, that's a good tactic
falling to my death
- but i don't think i'm strong enough to push myself
there's so many ways to go
oh well
HERE LIES MY
[ s u i c i d e . n o t e ]
i - L O V E - y o u
[ p o w ]
-asshole
Let Me Love You
I dont know how to or even where to begin
But all i know is that this is somethng i dont want to end
we wasnt meant to be
we wasnt even each other's destiny
thought that you would be just another sideline thing
but now your everything to me
i try not to recycle old lines & use words you've heard before
because i want you to realize that you mean much more
songs, lyrics, poems, pictures couldnt tell you
how you make me feel
the Love i have for you is real
i dont want you to ever doubt me, you, us
i love your imprefections
i love your dedication
i just love you
all the fights, arguements
the words shared
any feelings that ive hurt
i didnt mean it; im just on the defense
because i know i cant defend myself when it come to you
i feel like im talking in circles and this is how you have me
the Asshole that ive lead everyone to believe that i am
is only a shield to protect my heart
and with you i feel like i can let my guard down
be the loving person that only a few have seen
i want to get old, fat & ugly with you bay
but since we're so Fine and in Shape
that'll never happen. lol
i just hope that you get what im saying
i LOVE YU
But all i know is that this is somethng i dont want to end
we wasnt meant to be
we wasnt even each other's destiny
thought that you would be just another sideline thing
but now your everything to me
i try not to recycle old lines & use words you've heard before
because i want you to realize that you mean much more
songs, lyrics, poems, pictures couldnt tell you
how you make me feel
the Love i have for you is real
i dont want you to ever doubt me, you, us
i love your imprefections
i love your dedication
i just love you
all the fights, arguements
the words shared
any feelings that ive hurt
i didnt mean it; im just on the defense
because i know i cant defend myself when it come to you
i feel like im talking in circles and this is how you have me
the Asshole that ive lead everyone to believe that i am
is only a shield to protect my heart
and with you i feel like i can let my guard down
be the loving person that only a few have seen
i want to get old, fat & ugly with you bay
but since we're so Fine and in Shape
that'll never happen. lol
i just hope that you get what im saying
i LOVE YU
List of Reason to be SHORT.
..list of (reasons] to be SHORT...woot woot
1. parents always like you. because you're ''cute.''
2. sight level is always eye.to.breasts
3. perfect height to do *naughty activities*
4. plus femms+studs love short chicks.
5. we can fit anywhere & get to all the places need be on a woman with OUT a problem.
6. cnt ask 2 do tall people shxt. so we get away being lazy
7. break dancing is easier.
8. don't have to bend far to tie shoes.
9. perfect height for tall people loving.
10. buy mad kicks cause small feet
11. clothes always fit
12. dont take up much room in cars, bed, etc
13. everyone loves a liddle person; always look innocent.
14. or vice versa, always up to no good.
15. always gets piggy back rides.
16. good things come in small packages.
17. get into the movies for child prices.
18. easy to pick-up
19. get on the rides for free.
20. gives you a reason to get a toy at mickey d's + bk
21. you aint gotta do the long jump from the pussy back to da titts.
22. already in head giving position when both standing up
23. can easily sneak your way to the front on lines, concerts, etc
list made by:
-hunchy (@thatpoetace] + friend: the [@PROTEGE] & me
-asshole
1. parents always like you. because you're ''cute.''
2. sight level is always eye.to.breasts
3. perfect height to do *naughty activities*
4. plus femms+studs love short chicks.
5. we can fit anywhere & get to all the places need be on a woman with OUT a problem.
6. cnt ask 2 do tall people shxt. so we get away being lazy
7. break dancing is easier.
8. don't have to bend far to tie shoes.
9. perfect height for tall people loving.
10. buy mad kicks cause small feet
11. clothes always fit
12. dont take up much room in cars, bed, etc
13. everyone loves a liddle person; always look innocent.
14. or vice versa, always up to no good.
15. always gets piggy back rides.
16. good things come in small packages.
17. get into the movies for child prices.
18. easy to pick-up
19. get on the rides for free.
20. gives you a reason to get a toy at mickey d's + bk
21. you aint gotta do the long jump from the pussy back to da titts.
22. already in head giving position when both standing up
23. can easily sneak your way to the front on lines, concerts, etc
list made by:
-hunchy (@thatpoetace] + friend: the [@PROTEGE] & me
-asshole
Rules during Sex
Sex Rules ; just a joke.
1) No talking
2) No commands
3) No requests
4) No questions
5) No pop quizzes
6) No chewing
__*OUCH.
7) No itching
8) No scratching
9) No pussy farting ; properly known as "Quifing"
__*let me know if you need to get some air
down there; a simple hair pull will do.
10) No texting while giving head
11) No watching television
12) Do not look at me while giving head
__*not cooliez.
13) No multi-tasking if you can't handle it
__* ie: i'm little i know i cant reach ya tittiez &
eat at the same time; i do NOT try
14) No calling names, ass smacking requests, etc.
__* might fcuk around & say another bitch name;
that's no bueno.
15) No wasting food
__* if we use chocolate, whipped cream, etc --
you gonna eat ALL of it. shiddd.
16) Do not fckn air dry on my bed
17) Do not stick ya finger up my ass
__* nor come in the vicinity UNLESS we have
talked about it; shitty ass fingers.
18) No dirty drawers
__* and don't try to take 'em off in the corner or
slide 'em with the pants; cause imma check.
19) SHAVE YO SHIT !
20) Do not ask me if i like it if you hear me moaning
21) Do not expect food in the morning.
__* this aint four seasons girl.
22) If you want cuddling, bring a teddy bear.
23) Under NO CIRCUMSTANCES shall you stay the night
__* we're just fckn booboo.
(conversation between my hunch (@thatpoetace) & mydrunkie (@hazellewinsky)
Hazey: lmao
Hazey: where did that come from
thatpoetace: me and sha made it last night
thatpoetace: lmao
Hazey: lmaooo
_then she added the last 4 rules.
(smh}. gotta love my sis + hunchy
[ this is just a joke kids, a list of thngs we've heard others say that they didnt like ]
[ not by any means using this for our personal sex life ]
-asshole
1) No talking
2) No commands
3) No requests
4) No questions
5) No pop quizzes
6) No chewing
__*OUCH.
7) No itching
8) No scratching
9) No pussy farting ; properly known as "Quifing"
__*let me know if you need to get some air
down there; a simple hair pull will do.
10) No texting while giving head
11) No watching television
12) Do not look at me while giving head
__*not cooliez.
13) No multi-tasking if you can't handle it
__* ie: i'm little i know i cant reach ya tittiez &
eat at the same time; i do NOT try
14) No calling names, ass smacking requests, etc.
__* might fcuk around & say another bitch name;
that's no bueno.
15) No wasting food
__* if we use chocolate, whipped cream, etc --
you gonna eat ALL of it. shiddd.
16) Do not fckn air dry on my bed
17) Do not stick ya finger up my ass
__* nor come in the vicinity UNLESS we have
talked about it; shitty ass fingers.
18) No dirty drawers
__* and don't try to take 'em off in the corner or
slide 'em with the pants; cause imma check.
19) SHAVE YO SHIT !
20) Do not ask me if i like it if you hear me moaning
21) Do not expect food in the morning.
__* this aint four seasons girl.
22) If you want cuddling, bring a teddy bear.
23) Under NO CIRCUMSTANCES shall you stay the night
__* we're just fckn booboo.
(conversation between my hunch (@thatpoetace) & mydrunkie (@hazellewinsky)
Hazey: lmao
Hazey: where did that come from
thatpoetace: me and sha made it last night
thatpoetace: lmao
Hazey: lmaooo
_then she added the last 4 rules.
(smh}. gotta love my sis + hunchy
[ this is just a joke kids, a list of thngs we've heard others say that they didnt like ]
[ not by any means using this for our personal sex life ]
-asshole
Past, Present and Future
BLOGGING ABT MY PAST, PRESNT && FUTURE RELATONSHIPS...
PAST
talking about the lastest one i was in, for the most part things we're cooling. i was dumb digging her and shxt everyone i fxcked with knew it. but we mad a minor problem minus the location shxt. she used to go m.i.a. major and fxck im not the type to wait for a chick to come around. but because i was feeling her, i did. we were talking for about 2 months and i say through those two months we actually kepted in touch for less then a month of it. but our relationship ended because a week before she was supposed to make moves to come see me, she went m.i.a again. after discussing that the last time, was the last time. so with her doing that and me not knowing when she'll re-appear again. i made myself available to others
Which leads to my Present Relationship
PRESENT
my current relationship is unlike any ive had before. although it was during, right after my previous relationship, i wouldnt take it back. i mean i really care about the well being of this girl, so much so that she calls me "mom" when im getting in her ass about her health and shxt. she's like my ideal girl physically, mentally she's deep if you let her [which im seeing doesnt happen much], and emotionally she drives me crazy, lol. but i love it. im not sure if she knows how much i care for her. i wouldnt trade my girl for anyone. not even if my wife FELICIA PEARSON aka SNOOP came into the picture i'd pass on her just to be with her. lol. craziness. cause Felicia is.. omg.. oh shxt, sorry getting off topic. lmao. but back to my bay, she's funny, caring, sweet, goofy, an asshole is the most nicest way. i dont know how to explain it.. she's a weirdo and i love her for it. i mean i honestly can say even when she makes me so fxcking mad i still love her.
now dont let this love word take you to a place we havnt been. i refuse to say that im IN LOVE with her, not saying i am or im not. we just havnt gotten there yet & how we both are.. i refuse to be the first one to say it.
lmao. i mean we're so much alike from the big to the little stuff. taking showers in the dark and shxt. lmao. smh. we're some weirdos.
Which Leads Me to My Future Relationship
FUTURE
now of course i want to be with my current girl for as long as God lets us. i mean i see myself with her, living togethr, gettng in her ass about drinking and smoking and her ass doing that shxt anyways. smh. ive told her plently of times, itll make me the happiest lil homo if she moves in with me and from what ive been told by her, she does to. ugh, makes me sick how much i like/love ths gal. but i do hope she's my future and if not thn shxt. it is what it is. hope that things work out to where we can at least b cooling. regardless of what happens.. i want to be able to still have a friendship with her like i do the chick before her && the rest of my ex's. lol.
(disclaimer: old blog)
-asshole
PAST
talking about the lastest one i was in, for the most part things we're cooling. i was dumb digging her and shxt everyone i fxcked with knew it. but we mad a minor problem minus the location shxt. she used to go m.i.a. major and fxck im not the type to wait for a chick to come around. but because i was feeling her, i did. we were talking for about 2 months and i say through those two months we actually kepted in touch for less then a month of it. but our relationship ended because a week before she was supposed to make moves to come see me, she went m.i.a again. after discussing that the last time, was the last time. so with her doing that and me not knowing when she'll re-appear again. i made myself available to others
Which leads to my Present Relationship
PRESENT
my current relationship is unlike any ive had before. although it was during, right after my previous relationship, i wouldnt take it back. i mean i really care about the well being of this girl, so much so that she calls me "mom" when im getting in her ass about her health and shxt. she's like my ideal girl physically, mentally she's deep if you let her [which im seeing doesnt happen much], and emotionally she drives me crazy, lol. but i love it. im not sure if she knows how much i care for her. i wouldnt trade my girl for anyone. not even if my wife FELICIA PEARSON aka SNOOP came into the picture i'd pass on her just to be with her. lol. craziness. cause Felicia is.. omg.. oh shxt, sorry getting off topic. lmao. but back to my bay, she's funny, caring, sweet, goofy, an asshole is the most nicest way. i dont know how to explain it.. she's a weirdo and i love her for it. i mean i honestly can say even when she makes me so fxcking mad i still love her.
now dont let this love word take you to a place we havnt been. i refuse to say that im IN LOVE with her, not saying i am or im not. we just havnt gotten there yet & how we both are.. i refuse to be the first one to say it.
lmao. i mean we're so much alike from the big to the little stuff. taking showers in the dark and shxt. lmao. smh. we're some weirdos.
Which Leads Me to My Future Relationship
FUTURE
now of course i want to be with my current girl for as long as God lets us. i mean i see myself with her, living togethr, gettng in her ass about drinking and smoking and her ass doing that shxt anyways. smh. ive told her plently of times, itll make me the happiest lil homo if she moves in with me and from what ive been told by her, she does to. ugh, makes me sick how much i like/love ths gal. but i do hope she's my future and if not thn shxt. it is what it is. hope that things work out to where we can at least b cooling. regardless of what happens.. i want to be able to still have a friendship with her like i do the chick before her && the rest of my ex's. lol.
(disclaimer: old blog)
-asshole
How I'm Feeling
Okay I've Thought About This Plenty Of Times
I've Rewind, Fast Forward, and Played The outcome in My Mind.
But no Matter What I Do and with All My Good Thinking
When I Actually Talk to you, I Can Barely Remember to keep Blinking.
Your Random vacations, Leave Me Blind and Confused
Having me Second Guess Everything that I Thought I once Knew.
Not second Guessing My Feeling Cause For Damn Sure That’s Real
Just Rethinking if I'm Really up For your Deal.
I'm Not A Needy Batch, just Asking For a Little Time and Attention.
I'll won't Ask For Much, Theres plenty you Want Even HEAR me Mention.
I’m not Sure if you Think I’m Playing you
But Honestly I Speak Nothing But the Truth.
Dont Let What you Read on The NET
Put a Hold on What's to Come Next.
Don't Think That Anyone Else is on My Brain At night
Remember it's youThat I Slept with Till The Morning Light.
I Cant Help but Smile with The Thought of you
Looks at your pictures To Get The Presence of you
Trust me if you Only Really knew.
I Think What i'm Trying to Reallyy Say
Is That No Matter How Many Times you Go M.I.A.
you'll Forevr be My BMz Turned Bay.
-asshole
I've Rewind, Fast Forward, and Played The outcome in My Mind.
But no Matter What I Do and with All My Good Thinking
When I Actually Talk to you, I Can Barely Remember to keep Blinking.
Your Random vacations, Leave Me Blind and Confused
Having me Second Guess Everything that I Thought I once Knew.
Not second Guessing My Feeling Cause For Damn Sure That’s Real
Just Rethinking if I'm Really up For your Deal.
I'm Not A Needy Batch, just Asking For a Little Time and Attention.
I'll won't Ask For Much, Theres plenty you Want Even HEAR me Mention.
I’m not Sure if you Think I’m Playing you
But Honestly I Speak Nothing But the Truth.
Dont Let What you Read on The NET
Put a Hold on What's to Come Next.
Don't Think That Anyone Else is on My Brain At night
Remember it's youThat I Slept with Till The Morning Light.
I Cant Help but Smile with The Thought of you
Looks at your pictures To Get The Presence of you
Trust me if you Only Really knew.
I Think What i'm Trying to Reallyy Say
Is That No Matter How Many Times you Go M.I.A.
you'll Forevr be My BMz Turned Bay.
-asshole
I'm Ready
IM READY TO DO ALL THE THINGS WE'VE TALKED ABOUT
READY TO DO ALL THE THINGS WE'VE BOTH HAVE HAD DREAMS ABOUT.
FXCK IM PAST READY.
SO PAST READY. IM TIRED.
IM TIRED OF FAKING AS IF THIS ISNT MEANT TO BE.
TIRED OF CAKING WITH THOSE SO CALLED [TEMPS]
& GIVING THEM THE BEST OF ME.
FXCK IM PAST TIRED.
SO PAST TIRED. IM DONE.
IM DONE ACTING AS IF I REALLY DONT CARE ABOUT THAT MUSHY STUFF.
DONE WITH PRETENDING I DONT GIVE A FXCK.
SO PAST DONE.
IM YOURS. IM YOURS FOR THE TAKING
SO HERE I AM..... TAKE ME
-asshole
READY TO DO ALL THE THINGS WE'VE BOTH HAVE HAD DREAMS ABOUT.
FXCK IM PAST READY.
SO PAST READY. IM TIRED.
IM TIRED OF FAKING AS IF THIS ISNT MEANT TO BE.
TIRED OF CAKING WITH THOSE SO CALLED [TEMPS]
& GIVING THEM THE BEST OF ME.
FXCK IM PAST TIRED.
SO PAST TIRED. IM DONE.
IM DONE ACTING AS IF I REALLY DONT CARE ABOUT THAT MUSHY STUFF.
DONE WITH PRETENDING I DONT GIVE A FXCK.
SO PAST DONE.
IM YOURS. IM YOURS FOR THE TAKING
SO HERE I AM..... TAKE ME
-asshole
I AM...
I AM WHAT KEEPS YOU UP AT NGHT.
WHAT YOUR BED SHEETS UNFOLD
ALL THE STORIES UNTOLD.
I AM WHY YOU CANT STOP CRYING
WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE DYING
WHAT HAS YU READY TO FIGHT
AT FIRST SIGHT.
I AM THAT MAN. THAT WOMEN
THAT MAN THAT TURNED YOU INTO A WOMEN BEFORE YOUR TIME.
THAT WOMAN WHO HIT YOU WHEN YOU SPOKE
& TOLD YOU YOU WAS LYING.
I AM THAT KNIFE THAT FREES YOU WITH EACH PASSNG DAY
I AM THE RIVER THAT CARRIES YOU AWAY
I AM YOUR FEARS
I AM YOUR THOUGHTS
I AM YOUR ESCAPE
I JUST AM
-asshole
WHAT YOUR BED SHEETS UNFOLD
ALL THE STORIES UNTOLD.
I AM WHY YOU CANT STOP CRYING
WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE DYING
WHAT HAS YU READY TO FIGHT
AT FIRST SIGHT.
I AM THAT MAN. THAT WOMEN
THAT MAN THAT TURNED YOU INTO A WOMEN BEFORE YOUR TIME.
THAT WOMAN WHO HIT YOU WHEN YOU SPOKE
& TOLD YOU YOU WAS LYING.
I AM THAT KNIFE THAT FREES YOU WITH EACH PASSNG DAY
I AM THE RIVER THAT CARRIES YOU AWAY
I AM YOUR FEARS
I AM YOUR THOUGHTS
I AM YOUR ESCAPE
I JUST AM
-asshole
Your Thoughts
-I AM YOUR THOUGHTS
AS I SIT ACROSS FROM YOU
I DONT WANT TO KISS YOUR SOFT LIPS
AND PULL ASIDE THE STRAY HAIRS THAT HIDES YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE
BUT INSTEAD SLOWLY PLACE MY HANDS ROUND
YOUR SLIM NECK AND BANG YOUR HEAD AGAINST THIS DESK
UNTIL I CAN NO LONGER RECOGNIZE YOUR THAT BEAUTIFUL FACE.
-I AM YOUR THOUGHTS.
NOT THE THOUGHTS OF ROMEO SINGING TO JULIET
AS SHE LOOKS DOWN TO HER LOVER FROM HER BALCONY
BUT THOUGHTS OF ME SMILING AS I PUSH YOU OFF THAT BALCONY
-I AM YOUR THOUGHTS.
I DONT LOVE YOU UNTIL DEATH DO US PART
I LOVE THE FACT THAT ITS YOUR DEATH TAHT PARTS [US]
-I AM YOUR THOUGHTS.
AS LONG AS YOU KEEP ME AS SUCH [ THOUGHTS ]
THE WORLD WILL BE SAFE.
BUT DONT KEEP ME BOTTLED IN
OR ONE DAY ILL ESCAPE.
-I AM YUR THOUGHTS.
-asshole
AS I SIT ACROSS FROM YOU
I DONT WANT TO KISS YOUR SOFT LIPS
AND PULL ASIDE THE STRAY HAIRS THAT HIDES YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE
BUT INSTEAD SLOWLY PLACE MY HANDS ROUND
YOUR SLIM NECK AND BANG YOUR HEAD AGAINST THIS DESK
UNTIL I CAN NO LONGER RECOGNIZE YOUR THAT BEAUTIFUL FACE.
-I AM YOUR THOUGHTS.
NOT THE THOUGHTS OF ROMEO SINGING TO JULIET
AS SHE LOOKS DOWN TO HER LOVER FROM HER BALCONY
BUT THOUGHTS OF ME SMILING AS I PUSH YOU OFF THAT BALCONY
-I AM YOUR THOUGHTS.
I DONT LOVE YOU UNTIL DEATH DO US PART
I LOVE THE FACT THAT ITS YOUR DEATH TAHT PARTS [US]
-I AM YOUR THOUGHTS.
AS LONG AS YOU KEEP ME AS SUCH [ THOUGHTS ]
THE WORLD WILL BE SAFE.
BUT DONT KEEP ME BOTTLED IN
OR ONE DAY ILL ESCAPE.
-I AM YUR THOUGHTS.
-asshole
My Infatuation
MY NEW FOUND [ INFATUATION ] HAS ME HOOKED
ITS AMAZING HOW SHE HAS ME SHOOK
I [ LIKE ] GOING TO SLEEP AT NIGHT WITH HER ON MY MIND
& WAKING UP IN THE MORNING WONDERING IF SHES UP AT THIS TIME.
IM IN [ LUST ] WITH THE THOUGHTS & POSSIBILITIES
THAT COULD ONE DAY POSSIBLY BE.
I [ LOVE ] YES YES I SAID [ LOVE ] HOW I GET WHEN I HEAR HER NAME
HOPING THAT SHE'S ALSO FEELING EVEN REMOTELY THE SAME.
MY NEW FOUND [ DISGUST ] HAS ME HOOKED
ITS AMAZING HOW SHE HAD ME SHOOK
I [ DISLIKE ] CALLING & NEVER GETTING AN ANSWER
SO MUCH THAT I CALL UNTIL I GET HER TO ANSWER.
I [ ENVY ] THOSE WHO GET HER SPARE
KNOWING THAT ITS TIME THAT I CANT HAVE SHARED.
I [ HATE ] DAMN RGHT I [ HATE ] THAT SHE HAS ME READY TO WRITE..
MY FEELNGS OUT ON THE WALL. BUT WAIT...
AS I SIT & PONDER
" IS SHE REALLY WORTH
MY ....
[ Like - Lust - Love ]
MY ....
[ Dislike - Envy - Hate ]
AT ALL "
-asshole
ITS AMAZING HOW SHE HAS ME SHOOK
I [ LIKE ] GOING TO SLEEP AT NIGHT WITH HER ON MY MIND
& WAKING UP IN THE MORNING WONDERING IF SHES UP AT THIS TIME.
IM IN [ LUST ] WITH THE THOUGHTS & POSSIBILITIES
THAT COULD ONE DAY POSSIBLY BE.
I [ LOVE ] YES YES I SAID [ LOVE ] HOW I GET WHEN I HEAR HER NAME
HOPING THAT SHE'S ALSO FEELING EVEN REMOTELY THE SAME.
MY NEW FOUND [ DISGUST ] HAS ME HOOKED
ITS AMAZING HOW SHE HAD ME SHOOK
I [ DISLIKE ] CALLING & NEVER GETTING AN ANSWER
SO MUCH THAT I CALL UNTIL I GET HER TO ANSWER.
I [ ENVY ] THOSE WHO GET HER SPARE
KNOWING THAT ITS TIME THAT I CANT HAVE SHARED.
I [ HATE ] DAMN RGHT I [ HATE ] THAT SHE HAS ME READY TO WRITE..
MY FEELNGS OUT ON THE WALL. BUT WAIT...
AS I SIT & PONDER
" IS SHE REALLY WORTH
MY ....
[ Like - Lust - Love ]
MY ....
[ Dislike - Envy - Hate ]
AT ALL "
-asshole
Fakes United & Fakes Exposed
[[ HOPE YOU CAN UNDRSTND THE LINGO ]]
1. BUT OKAY IVE SEEN LATELY THAT ALOT OF "FAKES" HAVE BEEN GETTNG CAUGHT UP! SMH. WHICH YALL LAME FXCKS SHOULD VERY WELL GET CAUGHT. BUT IM STILL CONFUSD BY WHY DF YALL DO THIS SHXT. I MEAN IVE SEEN SOME [ FACIALLY CHALLENAGED ] KIDS HAVE LIVE BXTCHES & THEYRE BEING THEMSELVES.
WHY STEAL PICS?
2. THE WAY YALL STEALING PICTURES IS LIKE ODEE STUPID. THINK!! I MEAN WHY STEAL 10 MTHRFXCKN PICS THT ALL LOOK DIFFERENT LIKE NO ONE IS GOING TO NOTICE. YALL REALLY STEALNG PEOPLE PICTURES LIKE THEY DONT HAVE FRIENDS & SHXT. I MEAN OBVIOUSLY THEY DO SINCE YOU THINK THEY LOOK SO DAMN GOOD TO THE POINT WHERE YOU THOUGHT [AYE LET ME STEAL THIS BXTCH PICTURES] SMH.
I MEAN YALL REALLY ARE DUMB. THE PEOPLES PICTURES YOURE STEALING ARE ON THE SAME SITE. I DONT KNOW ONE PERSON THAT HAS 10 DIFFERENT PAGES. HELLO.
3. TO YALL SMART FAKES WHO STEAL PEOPLES PICTURES WHO ARE JUST AVERAGE THNIKING THAT SHXT WILL GO UNSEEN. LIES. ALL LIES. SAME FXCKN RULES APPLY SON. STOP GOOGLNG OR ADDING PEOPLES TO STEAL THEYRE PICTURES LATER. SHXT ISNT HOT. BE YOUR DAMN SELF SHXT. WDF IS WRONG WITH DOING THAT ?
LASTLY.
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I WASTED MY TIME. CAUSE AS LONG AS THERE ARE LIVE ASS BXTCHES [ MALE O FEMALE ] THEN TWEEKN MTHRFXCKRS WILL STILL STEAL PICS.
[[ BLAST ]]
THIS IS ME PUTTING A CERTAIN SOMEONE ON BLAST.
MALLORY - BUT IT HAS TO BE DONE.
1. BUT OKAY IVE SEEN LATELY THAT ALOT OF "FAKES" HAVE BEEN GETTNG CAUGHT UP! SMH. WHICH YALL LAME FXCKS SHOULD VERY WELL GET CAUGHT. BUT IM STILL CONFUSD BY WHY DF YALL DO THIS SHXT. I MEAN IVE SEEN SOME [ FACIALLY CHALLENAGED ] KIDS HAVE LIVE BXTCHES & THEYRE BEING THEMSELVES.
WHY STEAL PICS?
2. THE WAY YALL STEALING PICTURES IS LIKE ODEE STUPID. THINK!! I MEAN WHY STEAL 10 MTHRFXCKN PICS THT ALL LOOK DIFFERENT LIKE NO ONE IS GOING TO NOTICE. YALL REALLY STEALNG PEOPLE PICTURES LIKE THEY DONT HAVE FRIENDS & SHXT. I MEAN OBVIOUSLY THEY DO SINCE YOU THINK THEY LOOK SO DAMN GOOD TO THE POINT WHERE YOU THOUGHT [AYE LET ME STEAL THIS BXTCH PICTURES] SMH.
I MEAN YALL REALLY ARE DUMB. THE PEOPLES PICTURES YOURE STEALING ARE ON THE SAME SITE. I DONT KNOW ONE PERSON THAT HAS 10 DIFFERENT PAGES. HELLO.
3. TO YALL SMART FAKES WHO STEAL PEOPLES PICTURES WHO ARE JUST AVERAGE THNIKING THAT SHXT WILL GO UNSEEN. LIES. ALL LIES. SAME FXCKN RULES APPLY SON. STOP GOOGLNG OR ADDING PEOPLES TO STEAL THEYRE PICTURES LATER. SHXT ISNT HOT. BE YOUR DAMN SELF SHXT. WDF IS WRONG WITH DOING THAT ?
LASTLY.
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I WASTED MY TIME. CAUSE AS LONG AS THERE ARE LIVE ASS BXTCHES [ MALE O FEMALE ] THEN TWEEKN MTHRFXCKRS WILL STILL STEAL PICS.
[[ BLAST ]]
THIS IS ME PUTTING A CERTAIN SOMEONE ON BLAST.
MALLORY - BUT IT HAS TO BE DONE.
i am not a RAPPER
iBANG iROCK
iBANG YOUR STUD
BUT I DONT SUCK HA COCK
AKA HA THE STRAP
CAUSE SHE GOT YOU FOR THAT
iROCK YOUR BITCH
SHE HAS TO PAY TO GET IN ALL MY SHOWS
NO FREE TICKETS FOR TRAMPS, SLUTS, OR HOES
[iBANG] [iROCK]
iBANG PRETTY RICKY
WHILE ILL LET YOUR GIRL PUT HER TONGUE ALL N ME
LICKING HER LIPS AND HOLDING MY HIPS
GOT HER THANKING THE LORD FOR THIS BITCH
iROCK MORE THAN SOCKS OFF YOUR BROAD
COMES TO MY HOUSE FULLY CLOTHED
BUT SHE LEAVE W/OUT SHIRT, PANTS, OR DRAWS
IF YOU NOT A LIVE ASS BITCH
THEN DONT FUCK WITH ME
THATS RIGHT I SAID BITCH
CAUSE I DONT FUCK WITH D
D- I - C - K
I LOVE WHEN YOUR BITCH SCREAMS MY NAME
& SHE SUPPOSED TO BE THE STUD
BUT IN THE BED, KITCHEN, AND/OR SHOWER
IM THE ONE WHO GOT ALL THE FUCKING POWER
I DIDNT EVEN HER GIVE HEAD
BUT I STILL MANAGE TO GET YOUR BITCH BREAD
DONT HAVE TO WONDER WHERE HER MONEY IS GOING
COME TO MY HOUSE LIKE CRIBS
& ILL SHOW YA
BITCH I STAY STRAPPED.
BUT NO IM NOT A STUD.
IM TALKING ABOUT MY FOUR 5
YEP YEP MY BABY MY GUN
I BANG BITCHES LIKE ROCK CONCERTS.
ITS NOTHING TO GET A TICKET.
NO LONG ASS LINE.
YOU STRAIGHT V.IP. WITH IT
I LOVE TO SEE YOUR GIRL LICK HER LIPS AS SHE TASTE.
I DNT HAVE TO ASK HER HOW GOOD IT IS.
CAUSE SHE'S ALWAYS TELLING ME [PANA] ITS GREAT.
(disclaimer; clearly bored & was playing around)
-asshole
iBANG YOUR STUD
BUT I DONT SUCK HA COCK
AKA HA THE STRAP
CAUSE SHE GOT YOU FOR THAT
iROCK YOUR BITCH
SHE HAS TO PAY TO GET IN ALL MY SHOWS
NO FREE TICKETS FOR TRAMPS, SLUTS, OR HOES
[iBANG] [iROCK]
iBANG PRETTY RICKY
WHILE ILL LET YOUR GIRL PUT HER TONGUE ALL N ME
LICKING HER LIPS AND HOLDING MY HIPS
GOT HER THANKING THE LORD FOR THIS BITCH
iROCK MORE THAN SOCKS OFF YOUR BROAD
COMES TO MY HOUSE FULLY CLOTHED
BUT SHE LEAVE W/OUT SHIRT, PANTS, OR DRAWS
IF YOU NOT A LIVE ASS BITCH
THEN DONT FUCK WITH ME
THATS RIGHT I SAID BITCH
CAUSE I DONT FUCK WITH D
D- I - C - K
I LOVE WHEN YOUR BITCH SCREAMS MY NAME
& SHE SUPPOSED TO BE THE STUD
BUT IN THE BED, KITCHEN, AND/OR SHOWER
IM THE ONE WHO GOT ALL THE FUCKING POWER
I DIDNT EVEN HER GIVE HEAD
BUT I STILL MANAGE TO GET YOUR BITCH BREAD
DONT HAVE TO WONDER WHERE HER MONEY IS GOING
COME TO MY HOUSE LIKE CRIBS
& ILL SHOW YA
BITCH I STAY STRAPPED.
BUT NO IM NOT A STUD.
IM TALKING ABOUT MY FOUR 5
YEP YEP MY BABY MY GUN
I BANG BITCHES LIKE ROCK CONCERTS.
ITS NOTHING TO GET A TICKET.
NO LONG ASS LINE.
YOU STRAIGHT V.IP. WITH IT
I LOVE TO SEE YOUR GIRL LICK HER LIPS AS SHE TASTE.
I DNT HAVE TO ASK HER HOW GOOD IT IS.
CAUSE SHE'S ALWAYS TELLING ME [PANA] ITS GREAT.
(disclaimer; clearly bored & was playing around)
-asshole
While You Were Sleep
While you were sleep.
She stands where you stood.
She sits where you sat.
She lays where you laid.
While you were sleep.
She hears the laughs you heard.
She sees the smiles you saw.
She takes the place you held.
While you were sleep.
She made things feet right.
She made me miss her.
She made me forget about you.
While you were sleep.
She was awake.
While you were sleeping.
She was awake.
Doing what you should've.
-asshole
She stands where you stood.
She sits where you sat.
She lays where you laid.
While you were sleep.
She hears the laughs you heard.
She sees the smiles you saw.
She takes the place you held.
While you were sleep.
She made things feet right.
She made me miss her.
She made me forget about you.
While you were sleep.
She was awake.
While you were sleeping.
She was awake.
Doing what you should've.
-asshole
Happiest Little Homo
Honestly I could care less if you live, die, or suffer slow.
Thinking, welp damn thats kind of harsh, bt I've only just began.
Do you know what would make me the Happiest Little Homo.
To see you hand from my ceiling on some Saw 6 type shit.
Sit back and laught, making jokes like...
"How's it hanging?" Say that shit isn't funny.
I honestly don't give a fuck if you live, die, or suffer slow.
It'll make me the happiest little homo to see your fucking ass go.
I'll wear my best label to your funeral, bang Soca music as i sip on a Pina Colda.
I know your thinking "she's out of her mind". I'm out of this universe.
Trust and believe Dr. Phil nor Oprah couldn't even begin to save me.
Be happy that this monitor, this keyboard, this world wide web separates us.
Because given just once chance i'd make blood brownies out of you
And sell them for the low low. That'll make me the Happiest Little Homo.
-asshole.
Thinking, welp damn thats kind of harsh, bt I've only just began.
Do you know what would make me the Happiest Little Homo.
To see you hand from my ceiling on some Saw 6 type shit.
Sit back and laught, making jokes like...
"How's it hanging?" Say that shit isn't funny.
I honestly don't give a fuck if you live, die, or suffer slow.
It'll make me the happiest little homo to see your fucking ass go.
I'll wear my best label to your funeral, bang Soca music as i sip on a Pina Colda.
I know your thinking "she's out of her mind". I'm out of this universe.
Trust and believe Dr. Phil nor Oprah couldn't even begin to save me.
Be happy that this monitor, this keyboard, this world wide web separates us.
Because given just once chance i'd make blood brownies out of you
And sell them for the low low. That'll make me the Happiest Little Homo.
-asshole.
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