i dont like yu, bt i like her.
you get my last nerve and she keeps me sane
you mke me sick and she a breath of fresh air
you barely speak and she talks just enough
you cant comprehend and she understand just fine
i can go days without talking to you but
i cant go an hour without missing her
i cant open up with you but im an open book to her
i do you favors and you dont say thank you but
i can do the littest things for her and she appreciates it greatly
i dont like yu, cause youre not her.
-asshole
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Old and New
the old me doesnt give a fxck.
the new me cares to much.
the old me is nonchalant
the new cant put up a front.
the old me doesnt shed tears.
the new me has nothing but fears.
the old me is all about herself.
the new me cares about everyone else.
the old me is always ready to fight.
the new me doesnt see the point.
the old me gets what she wants or moves on.
the new me fights for it and then some.
the old me doesnt know how nor want to console.
the new me has a shoulder to cry on and a hand to hold.
the old me breaks hearts wth a smile on her face
the new me is timid due to the heartache.
-asshole
the new me cares to much.
the old me is nonchalant
the new cant put up a front.
the old me doesnt shed tears.
the new me has nothing but fears.
the old me is all about herself.
the new me cares about everyone else.
the old me is always ready to fight.
the new me doesnt see the point.
the old me gets what she wants or moves on.
the new me fights for it and then some.
the old me doesnt know how nor want to console.
the new me has a shoulder to cry on and a hand to hold.
the old me breaks hearts wth a smile on her face
the new me is timid due to the heartache.
-asshole
..type shxt
i cant believe we're seriously acting like this.
i have a crush on yu meet me at the slide type shxt.
you can have the last of my brownie if you want it type shxt.
doing things for you even when i dont want to type shxt.
staying up late when i know i have work type shxt.
making time when i have barely any type shxt.
sharing, caring, and all the mushy type shxt.
causing a straight rufus type shxt.
plotting on each other type shxt.
poking fun at others cause thats what we do type shxt.
holding the phone not talking type shxt.
ignoring others calls and texts type shxt.
coming up with codes we only know type shxt.
do you miss me? [yes] Good cause i missed yu type shxt.
getting in our feelings whn we shouldnt type shxt.
daily who's music is better battles type shxt.
realizing we have alot in common type shxt.
learning each other and realizing this may not work bt
fxck it we'll like each other to much type shxt.
xoxoAsshole
i have a crush on yu meet me at the slide type shxt.
you can have the last of my brownie if you want it type shxt.
doing things for you even when i dont want to type shxt.
staying up late when i know i have work type shxt.
making time when i have barely any type shxt.
sharing, caring, and all the mushy type shxt.
causing a straight rufus type shxt.
plotting on each other type shxt.
poking fun at others cause thats what we do type shxt.
holding the phone not talking type shxt.
ignoring others calls and texts type shxt.
coming up with codes we only know type shxt.
do you miss me? [yes] Good cause i missed yu type shxt.
getting in our feelings whn we shouldnt type shxt.
daily who's music is better battles type shxt.
realizing we have alot in common type shxt.
learning each other and realizing this may not work bt
fxck it we'll like each other to much type shxt.
xoxoAsshole
[ding]
[ding]
i wake up to the noise. realizing its the computer.
i look at the screen hoping its your name that i see.
and its not. some random person just saying hi.
[ding]
folding clothes i hear the familiar noise yet again.
rushing over to the screen. sadly yet again its not you.
its an crazed ex who is the last thing on my mind.
[ding]
surfing online the IM box pops up and yet again another disappointment..
checking the time thinking she must be awfully busy
and eagered to see when ill hear from you.
[ding]
almost didnt hear it over the music playing but happy when i see it says your name. ive been waiting for this all day. meaningless conversations about your day, then mines. making each other laugh with inside jokes that only we could ever get. sharing past history, present achievements and future goals.
time goes on and things arent the same. we lose touch
bt i still get anxious anytime i hear that [ding] hoping that its you. that youve missed me, but until then i hope you knw that i miss you.
xoxoAsshole
i wake up to the noise. realizing its the computer.
i look at the screen hoping its your name that i see.
and its not. some random person just saying hi.
[ding]
folding clothes i hear the familiar noise yet again.
rushing over to the screen. sadly yet again its not you.
its an crazed ex who is the last thing on my mind.
[ding]
surfing online the IM box pops up and yet again another disappointment..
checking the time thinking she must be awfully busy
and eagered to see when ill hear from you.
[ding]
almost didnt hear it over the music playing but happy when i see it says your name. ive been waiting for this all day. meaningless conversations about your day, then mines. making each other laugh with inside jokes that only we could ever get. sharing past history, present achievements and future goals.
time goes on and things arent the same. we lose touch
bt i still get anxious anytime i hear that [ding] hoping that its you. that youve missed me, but until then i hope you knw that i miss you.
xoxoAsshole
As You Watch
slowly undressing myself
as you watch
moving my hands over my body
as you watch
laying dwn gently on the bed
as you watch
positioning just right so yu cn see all of me
as you watch
running my nails over my breast dwn my tummy
as you watch
body quivering as i part my legs
as you watch
breathing gets heavy
as you watch
gracefully moving my hands towards my inner thighs
as you watch
back arches as i place my fingers inside of me
as you watch
closing my eyes while i go deeper
as you watch
lickng my fingers and biting my lips
as you watch
pentrating once again speeding up with each stroke
as you watch
moaning louder grinding faster
as you watch
looks at you
walks over
gets on top
and the watching stops
-sha asshole
as you watch
moving my hands over my body
as you watch
laying dwn gently on the bed
as you watch
positioning just right so yu cn see all of me
as you watch
running my nails over my breast dwn my tummy
as you watch
body quivering as i part my legs
as you watch
breathing gets heavy
as you watch
gracefully moving my hands towards my inner thighs
as you watch
back arches as i place my fingers inside of me
as you watch
closing my eyes while i go deeper
as you watch
lickng my fingers and biting my lips
as you watch
pentrating once again speeding up with each stroke
as you watch
moaning louder grinding faster
as you watch
looks at you
walks over
gets on top
and the watching stops
-sha asshole
Dear You pt 2
Dear You,
How dare you think that i wouldn't find out. That i was blind as well as stupid. I trusted you and you betrayed me. You don't realize what you have until its gone is a constant line that runs through your head. Asking for forgivness? Granted. Asking for another chance? Denied. I refuse, you've lied one to many times. All i was that you be honest and even gave you a chance to make things right yet you couldnt comply. I wish you the best and a happy life, just not with me.
Dear You,
We've known each other what seems like forever. Through crazy woman and everything in between. I suppose its my fault we're in the situation we're in. I made the choice to end up way back when. Since then I've always wondered and now I'm seeing you have too, but somethings aren't meant to be. Like for example me and you. We'll always have a bond but never anything more. I like where we are. Lets make this our home.
Dear You,
I almost don't know where to beginning. I mean we're an unlikely pair i suppose. Something that happened on a wim. A night where we both was feelings friendly i suppose. I don't regret the moment at all. Actually a memorial time for me. As quickly as it started, it ended. Not something i'm okay with but these things does take two. I play scenaros in my head about what shouldve happened, what shouldve been said, what shouldve been left unsaid. I wish things we're different. Unsure if i'm completely ready to give up, but whatever happens happens.
xoxo Asshole
How dare you think that i wouldn't find out. That i was blind as well as stupid. I trusted you and you betrayed me. You don't realize what you have until its gone is a constant line that runs through your head. Asking for forgivness? Granted. Asking for another chance? Denied. I refuse, you've lied one to many times. All i was that you be honest and even gave you a chance to make things right yet you couldnt comply. I wish you the best and a happy life, just not with me.
Dear You,
We've known each other what seems like forever. Through crazy woman and everything in between. I suppose its my fault we're in the situation we're in. I made the choice to end up way back when. Since then I've always wondered and now I'm seeing you have too, but somethings aren't meant to be. Like for example me and you. We'll always have a bond but never anything more. I like where we are. Lets make this our home.
Dear You,
I almost don't know where to beginning. I mean we're an unlikely pair i suppose. Something that happened on a wim. A night where we both was feelings friendly i suppose. I don't regret the moment at all. Actually a memorial time for me. As quickly as it started, it ended. Not something i'm okay with but these things does take two. I play scenaros in my head about what shouldve happened, what shouldve been said, what shouldve been left unsaid. I wish things we're different. Unsure if i'm completely ready to give up, but whatever happens happens.
xoxo Asshole
Monday, January 4, 2010
The First Time
As my soft lips press against yours my whole body begins to slightly shiver
As you lay me down ever so gently I think about all the things we’ve been through
Then you start to softly caress my body from head to toe I start to close my eyes and take it all in
I feel your soft, full lips, kissing my neck down to my stomach, then you start to move lower
As you gradually open my legs to you I feel you slide in holding me with all your love
You start to hear me moan quietly and then louder and louder with every move you make
I start to press my nails in your back the sweat falls off my face as it almost comes to an end
I’ve been waiting for this moment for a long time to have our bodies become one
We kiss as we reach our romantic peak
-asshole
As you lay me down ever so gently I think about all the things we’ve been through
Then you start to softly caress my body from head to toe I start to close my eyes and take it all in
I feel your soft, full lips, kissing my neck down to my stomach, then you start to move lower
As you gradually open my legs to you I feel you slide in holding me with all your love
You start to hear me moan quietly and then louder and louder with every move you make
I start to press my nails in your back the sweat falls off my face as it almost comes to an end
I’ve been waiting for this moment for a long time to have our bodies become one
We kiss as we reach our romantic peak
-asshole
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Tell Me Anything
is this just a game you play
saying things to me then telling her the same
i would’ve never imagine myself being in this place
but here you are staring me in my face
telling me that you love me, I’m the only one
yet from what I’ve heard to tell that to everyone
you apologize as if that’s supposed to be enough
i suppose its my fault for seeking where i shouldn’t
doing things we both know i normally wouldn’t
can’t believe I’m subject to yet again another heartache
but I won’t be the one who suffers from a heartbreak
after you realize what you’ve done
I’ll be long gone & fully moved on.
-asshole
saying things to me then telling her the same
i would’ve never imagine myself being in this place
but here you are staring me in my face
telling me that you love me, I’m the only one
yet from what I’ve heard to tell that to everyone
you apologize as if that’s supposed to be enough
i suppose its my fault for seeking where i shouldn’t
doing things we both know i normally wouldn’t
can’t believe I’m subject to yet again another heartache
but I won’t be the one who suffers from a heartbreak
after you realize what you’ve done
I’ll be long gone & fully moved on.
-asshole
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