i wake up to the noise. realizing its the computer.
i look at the screen hoping its your name that i see.
and its not. some random person just saying hi.
folding clothes i hear the familiar noise yet again.
rushing over to the screen. sadly yet again its not you.
its an crazed ex who is the last thing on my mind.
surfing online the IM box pops up and yet again another disappointment..
checking the time thinking she must be awfully busy
and eagered to see when ill hear from you.
almost didnt hear it over the music playing but happy when i see it says your name. ive been waiting for this all day. meaningless conversations about your day, then mines. making each other laugh with inside jokes that only we could ever get. sharing past history, present achievements and future goals.
time goes on and things arent the same. we lose touch
bt i still get anxious anytime i hear that [ding] hoping that its you. that youve missed me, but until then i hope you knw that i miss you.