This isn’t my any means easy for me.
To let you know that just thought of you disgust me.
Yet i can’t keep myself away from you.
I wonder if its Love that keeps me here.
Love makes you crazy, do things you shouldn’t
Loving you made me change who i am.
Loving you force me to remove myself from close friends.
I’ve forgotten how to be myself.
Thinking of you and no one else.
Avoiding Family because i know what they’ll say.
Telling myself things will get better, its only a phrase.
Lying to myself clearly didn’t pay off.
Glad that i finally realize who you really are.
I’m no longer in love with you.
But I’ll forever love who’ve you made me become.
A better woman, girlfriend, wife to my future one.